awww, that sucks, I’m sorry to hear that but why don’t you start writing again? Do you not have the interest anymore?
yeah, i sort of lost any active interest after that happened. i was just thinking because SK’s mom actually encouraged him to write, and it’s not as if my parents discouraged me, but after they did that to me i really didn’t care anymore.
i have this clear, distinct memory of me wailing on my bed for him to stop because i didn’t want him to see the stuff i wrote, and he just kept looking, and my mom kept looking from the doorway. that’s fucking cruel! they were trying to look for proof of me being ~depressed~ but i wasn’t and they wouldn’t listen to me. they even dragged me to a psychiatrist. and i kind of get it because there are children who ARE depressed and a “good” parent’s job is to worry, but shouldn’t there also be some element of trust?