gribble replied to your post: oh man so i was reading stephen king’s on writing last night
awww, that sucks, I’m sorry to hear that but why don’t you start writing again? Do you not have the interest anymore?

yeah, i sort of lost any active interest after that happened. i was just thinking because SK’s mom actually encouraged him to write, and it’s not as if my parents  discouraged me, but after they did that to me i really didn’t care anymore.

i have this clear, distinct memory of me wailing on my bed for him to stop because i didn’t want him to see the stuff i wrote, and he just kept looking, and my mom kept looking from the doorway. that’s fucking cruel! they were trying to look for proof of me being ~depressed~ but i wasn’t and they wouldn’t listen to me. they even dragged me to a psychiatrist. and i kind of get it because there are children who ARE depressed and a “good” parent’s job is to worry, but shouldn’t there also be some element of trust? 

Jun. 7 2012
#i was admittedly kind of an unstable kid #there was an incident where i started rolling around on the floor bending spoons? #i don't know #i think i really wanted attention #why else would i do that #WHO KNOWS #i'm not here to wax philosophical about my somewhat normal upbringing #yes i am #once i got over my ridiculous theatrics i was really pretty normal i think
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  1. sarahciraptor said: jesus fucking christ
  2. gribble said: omg! that’s traumatizing.
  3. alchemicalmajorette said: you should have written creepy fan fiction, then your parents would have been turned off to touching/reading your shit FOREVER
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